Ever get to that point where you expect things to happen and when they do, you feel slightly bad, slightly awkward, and just nod your head and go to bed?
Yeah… Totally feeling that way right now. Its a total mind fuck when it happens. Its like a surreal moment of floating in bliss and being shot with a double barrel shot gun at the same time, but you’re still alive with the euphoric feeling with exhilaration and the painful misery of crap… Like that makes any sense but the feeling doesn’t!
Often I wonder what it would be like to be totally insane with drugs to keep you entirely out of the real world and just meandering along in your own little world.
Being replaced sucks.
Being used sucks.
But I saw it all coming. :P I’m use to being jerked around apparently. Obviously too use to it that I’ve started to act like its a normal thing. That speaks highly of my character and it also speaks highly of the company I keep. I need to fix a lot of shit and crack some skulls.
Hurray! Fuck.
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