I am gonna kick myself in the face. Total fucking bullshit.
I could have went and met a guy at Wal-Mart tonight and kicked it there for a couple of fucking hours. BUT NO. Everyone went batshit crazy at the suggestion because it was midnight and my cousin's car is leaking water. ITS A TOTAL OF 5 MIN AWAY! SERIOUSLY!!
I COULD HAVE HAD REAL FOOD TOO!!
The last time I actually ate a good meal was yesterday at 10:30 am. Since then it was eggs with cheese on them (which is making me feel shitty right now) and chips and soft drinks.
BUT NO! WE COULDN'T DO SHIT!
My parents are still at the hospital with my aunts because of Grandma. Its almost 3 am. She's going to be ok. Kayla and I were at the hospital since about 5 something and we left it at midnight, hungry and depressed.
FUCK! IS RELAXATION A THING OF THE PAST!?
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