Its been a while, hasn’t it?

I’m going crazy or I’m already there or some other some such shit.

Something out there is throwing bullshit at me by the buckets and I keep getting hit.

I’ve sat here trying to figure out what’s wrong with people.  A person contacts another person.  Talks to them for about 4 hours and some odd minutes.  Then.  NOTHING.  Its like being raped in the face or something.

WHY DO PEOPLE DO THAT SHIT!?  Whether its 4 hours or a few weeks!  After a while, NOTHING.  Even when the conversations are intellectual and passionate in the subject, it just SUDDENLY FUCKING STOPS.  I know people get busy, but its not even a “Sup.  Haven’t heard from you in a while.  Things are cool here.  What about you?” txt or message somewhere.  God!

Maybe its what’s wrong with me.  Maybe I’m too…blunt or tactless or something.

Also, I’m cleaning my house for people who don’t exist.  Yay.  Go me and my self pity.  I can’t even make coffee.  I put in too much milk so its coffee flavored milk.

Ah God damnit.