(nameless)

Ok.  I need to collect myself first.

I.  Um.  I broke off my friendship with Angel and Olivia just now.  I have never felt so sick before in my life.  Its like a redwood tree is laying across my body.

I told them I wanted my stuff back.  That the things were important to me and that they have until Saturday.

I feel like I am going to have some of the most horrible trust issues with people from here on out.  Its a repetitive ordeal.

My internet friends tell me that the trust issues will last for a while, but not forever.  I honestly hope they do.  I am tired of going through this.

It hurts when you get your heart broken, even more so when its from people you let in too deep to forget.

I might take a couple days to myself, but I will be back.  I’ll more than likely get bored.  Who knows.  If they bring my stuff back, I will be amazed.  If not, I’ll cross that road if it happens.

Maybe some of my stress will go away, maybe its just started.