A wrench in the works.

Ever go through something and you sit there wondering "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!"

Be it pictures of the past or letters that apply to current situations or videos that make you do double takes.  It all feels like a sledge hammer to the face when the realization sets in its really fucking stupid or its really over or its a screwed up situations and a bloody mess that not even all the bleach in the world could clean up.

I'm not just talking about "Boohoo!  My boyfriend left me."  I'm talking about "HE DID WHAT?! WHILE THIS WAS GOING ON?!" or "I can't believe our president just sold us out like a chump." or "Seriously. She said all these things and look what happened.  Washed up and in the gutter at the age of 20."

By that time, the headache has already set in and is slowly turning into a migraine that makes your entire face hurt.  It turns red from the force of blood and pulsates like some magic stone in an anime.  Eventually you can't take anymore so you go outside and let out a long blood curdling scream.  Just as soon as you get inside, your parents are over and your neighbor is there with his revolver that shoots hollow points (you would know this because he's told you about 40 times already).  When you try to explain what happens, everyone thinks you're going senile at a young age and slowly leave you to your brooding.

Once again, your mind starts to dwell to the monkey that's closed fist beating your skull into a pulp to get to the slimy mush inside called your brain.  Then you feel a pop and a snap.  Finally you have totally lost it and you want blood.  Since murder is entirely illegal, you sit there and stew in your unhappy circumstances for days or weeks.

Those glorious minutes ticking away by the constant loud tick tock on the wall.  Is that second hand giving you the middle finger? Nah. You're just losing it. Get a grip.

By the time the shit has settled from hitting the fan from repeatedly bouncing back from the walls, you think its all over.  Everything is finally going smooth, too smooth.  Then it hits you like a sledge hammer to the face.  The stupid road block decided to transplant itself like the Great Wall of China.  Now what?