Pestilence

This is just basically a bitch fest and pity party.

Today my parents are celebrating being together for 33 years, today 33 years ago was their first date.

Its a happy occasion, don’t get me wrong, but its kind of hard to be happy when I feel like I’m left out of this little group of happy people sharing happy times with someone they love in that kind of manner.

I have 6 cousins and an older brother.

Hanna is dating.

Kayla is dating.

Keith is dating.

CJ, the youngest at 12, is chatting it up with girls.

Chris is “dating”.

Cliff is married.

My brother, Eric, is married.

My aunts have significant others, the two that are unattached are dating.

My neighbor across the street had his girlfriend spend the night last night.

I mean seriously.  After last week, I want to become a recluse and hide away from people.  Its bullshit.  I feel like the embodiment of Pestilence.  I just need my white horse and I will just be full of win.

With the dreams I’ve been having lately, I wouldn’t be surprised if I got smacked in the face by a horse and told “GET ON I!”  Fuuuuuuuuuh.  I mean really.  Really really.