Ever do something that is so… What are the words… Comfortable and fun maybe? Well, ever do something that made you feel good about yourself and then see something – even though you know its fake – and can’t help but feel like you’re something you have come to loathe as you’ve walked through life?
Well, that’s happened to me. I can’t explain it, but it makes me uncomfortable. I hate the girl and was wronged by the girl and I watch the girl act like a spastic whore. But when I see the joke, I can’t help but feel like a 4x4 piece of lumber has slammed me in the face with exposed nails. It takes my mood down and makes me unhappy and I withdraw because I don’t want to feel like that nasty bitch that splits people apart.
He’s clueless, but that’s fine. Even if he reads this, he probably wouldn’t understand – hopefully she won’t also.
Oh well. I’m going back to being sick for New Years. What a lovely start to 2010. Good luck to you all in the upcoming year.
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