What a day, what a day.

Its 2 hours and 7 min into my best friend’s birthday.  Happy Birthday to her, and I hope it gets better for her.

Three things have happened thus far, 2 which affect me, and the 3rd affects us both.  I’ll save the worst one for last.

First, I walk into the kitchen to make me some hot cocoa.  I hear a weird noise on a metal penguin tin I left up after Christmas.  I look and there’s a palmetto bug or water bug or over a 1 inch long American cockroach.  I have no idea how it got in, but it was on the counter on the other side of my dishes.  It didn’t move fast so I assume it was cold.  I think I roused it from its hiding spot by moving a big fucking cement block in front of my back door when I went to get some old glass drink bottles from back in the day before the 80’s.

The second involves the third, so you’ll understand in a little bit.  I started crying and I got a nose bleed.  It didn’t last long, but it made me cry even more because of who I was crying over would laugh and call me a big baby or a jerk or something to that affect.

Now for the water works and the reason for the tears…

For those of you reading, I’ve already stated I play an internet game set up like a chat room.  I got news that a good friend is leaving it.  Out of the blue.  I was never around when he was stating leaving it before, but from what I heard, he didn’t do much about it then.  The only contact is through email, and that’s only for maintenance for this blog.  He’s probably reading this right now.  If he is, SORRY FOR BEING A JERK. :)

I feel like I’m going to be sick.